photo taken 22 November 2025
it doesn't feel real cuz i stayed up
it doesn't even matter no make up
i get scared i won't get a pay stub
i hope i get to have another taste of
and it never really goes your way
now you gotta work like every single day
and you never really find your place
so instead just try and find something that pays
and you think you gotta change your face
so you never have to wonder if she'll stay
it punishes me when i wake up
it punishes more if im laid up
i get paranoid i'm a daeva
didn't even go out today
it doesn't feel weird til i say stuff
it's just another thing i'll be afraid of
i get scared i'll bite off my taste buds
thought about passing my whole day off
and it never really goes your way
now you gotta work like every single day
and you never really find your place
so instead just try and find something that pays
and you think you gotta change your face
so you never have to wonder if she'll stay