photo taken 10 June 2026
you're sick of hearing me sulk
when i sing a song
about all of the things that i knew were wrong
fights that i started
to map it and mark it
for myself
and i'd help
pick up the pieces
arrange them so neat its
the first step i'll take
when you hear me say
i'm better
you'll never
believe it, but it'll be true
doing's all i can do
if this is what hell is
then maybe i like it
cuz you feel like heaven
and you're someone i can't miss
trust me i chased you
i haven't erased you
you're more like a scar i can't forget
but i don't hate you
we were freaking out
only think out loud
wondering why you can't come by my house
porch light's on for now
glows inside my mouth
all the lies i said they're pouring out
i wish i knew how
to reclaim my ground
i'm a butterfly in the tide only float if you allow
i'm giving everything up for the hyperphor
i'm chasing new stars
collecting things that i can say that i'm looking for
i break my own heart
while hoping you're not on your own search for something more
you're budding apart
i'm coming apart
(flute)